Good bye October and Hello November ( why October so fast lol )
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Now Playing : IKON - FLOWER
'Following the path of clouds
On the other side
Will our old selves still be there?
And I know that I can’t turn back time
Or hold onto you and bring you back'
Here i am wiriting this at 1.30 am -,-
Hi guys .How are you doing ?
I have random question .
Have you ever let anyone mistreated you ?
Just because you appreciate them , afraid of the idea of losing them
or is it because of love? Really love ?
Actually, I do feel extremely exhausted when I keep just giving without getting any
I shouldn't put myself that lower right ? ( i do sabotage myself again *sigh*)
sometimes I feel like I should end this toxic cycle .
But why , i couldn't ? ( i just afraid the idea of leaving him)
That person can peacefully living their life without you
But you just there waiting for their response
Pathetic right ?
lol
Maybe I'm not mean to be treated like human being
Love is just not for me right ?
Even people around me already prove it ,
I surrounded with people that struggle with their relationship or even already end it tragically
Is it a sign that i trying to ignore ?
Maybe i just need to accept that sincerely
without forcing things when the whole world seems to against it
(they said your instinct never lies )
we trying to fit on society that not even ours |