Hey guys Assalamualaikum and very good morning . Hey its Saturday aight? You know why i'm asking ? Sebab yesterday i messaged my friend , asked about her brother's wedding , i thought its today but its actually tomorrow . Wont it would be hilarious funny if i come to her home dengan berbaju kurung lengkap pakej gadis melayu terakhir but the ceremony is tomorrow?

 While i'm writing this i keep thinking that : 

• I just thinking too much ( over reacted )
• i might be wrong
  

Friend for benefit either directly or indirectly . Once we grow older we'll unfortunately losing them one by one . Due to commitments and other issues. This is what everyone experience when we're in early 20's i guesss .Actually , i could stated that i'm in the lowest point of my life right now and i lost a lot of my friends ( which makes me realize about one thing : the real one would stay no matter what ) . However , i couldnt blame them totally because i have cut contacts with them and have been depressed for almost years . 

But i do really thankful for few friends that still find a way to reach me , even they're so busy with their own life  . They don't value me based on what i have , they accept me the way i am .  I am so sad that i can't balas their kebaikan sekarang . But surely inshaa Allah one day . 

To friend that already go to different path , it just we aren't in the same line of life anymore . I would cherish each of our memories . Good luck and be happy .

How people be friend with you for benefit ? 

1) Money 

This is the most of reasons why they being clowning and willing to be like a leech . You provide them money ,  and they'll follow you wherever you go . I believe money has a strong impact " you can be happy without money " that's all lying . You still need money , even to go to the public restroom.Well , i never experience this since i'm penniless ,  only can buy my own food lol .

2) Fame 

By watching tons of college english movie ,teenage lifestyle that always end with the heroin chosen to become a prom queen .Typical movie , whereas in real life i become AJK in dinner time and has no time for a picture sobs sobs thats real .

3) Position 

I guess this is really transparent when you start working . Subordinates who spills sweet words infront the boss even they just being faking. Is it really worth it ? I always told myself to be real with myself , if you don't like the way people treat you ,, then confront with them . Things like that .

Idk if there's anything left ? I'm short of ideas hehe . Have u guys experience things like this ? It sucks and yeah it hurts a lot when you realize they just using u for benefit . They throw you away when you aren't giving them benefit anymore. Never mind , lets move on and live happily with our own life . 

Remember this : We  also can be toxic in someone else life